for toi

I wanted to tell you, too.

This once, I didn't want to be right.

Out of all the humans here, I wanted to tell you the most. I still don't think better of humans, but I think you are better than the rest.

Toi Kuji.

Find a way out. Help your brother. Get your wish. Live.

Play soccer again.

for mammon

There are so many things I wanted to tell you but couldn't. There are so many things I wish I could say that I don't have the words for. There are so many things that I don't think need to be said, but I want you to know and feel.

I want to pour all my love on you. I want to envelope you in it, as if loving you could keep you safe. I want you to drown in my love.

I want to know everything about you. I want to do everything with you. I want to be the only one to make you cry.

For being the one to see me, for being the one to hold me, for making me smile even when I didn't want to, it can only be you.

My love. My Mammon.

Swans mate for life.