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[google translate voice] идол (anya catchall)
SHITPOST SOMETIME OR NEVER
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constellates
2020-03-01 04:47 am (UTC)
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[oh,]
... I did.
[she nods in agreement but also - because she's anya - she looks very worried as she looks at melt]
Вы? You are okay? They were... not good to you.
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sadiskick
2020-03-01 05:11 am (UTC)
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[ Humans are so weird here. Meltryllis would've preferred if Anya looked more in pain because of her hand and not concerned about her. ]
I'm used to it. Humans are always like that to an Alter Ego like me.
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constellates
2020-03-01 06:05 am (UTC)
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[ . . . ]
I do not know if I understand... Alter Ego... Goddess...
[she overheard in trial but - ]
Прекрасный. I know you are lovely dancer - and should be treated more nicely when we still know nothing.
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sadiskick
2020-03-01 06:46 am (UTC)
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Do you need to understand?
[ Should she be treated better? That's not something Meltryllis would hope for. ]
I know they were trying to find the culprit, but respect never hurt anyone.
[ Not that she respected anyone during the trial, but you know. ]
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constellates
2020-03-02 05:21 am (UTC)
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... I think so too.
[kindness and respect are free. it costs zero dollars to be non-violent. but...]
... even if it was not Anya... Приношу извинения. I am sorry humans did that to you.
[or whatever lio is]
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sadiskick
2020-03-02 05:48 am (UTC)
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[ yeah, what's a burnish and can you eat it ]
It's fine. Even nonhumans have done worse things to me.
[ It's not a just a human thing, more like a mostly humans thing. ]
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constellates
2020-03-02 05:54 am (UTC)
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[mmmMMMM]
... Нет. I do not think is fine.
Even if bad things happen in past... does not have to be like that now.
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sadiskick
2020-03-02 06:25 am (UTC)
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It did happen.
[ It just happened, even. See: her being jumped not so long ago. ]
It will continue to happen.
[ It's not like any of them have found a way to change the killing and vote for someone to be executed rule. ]
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constellates
2020-03-03 09:44 pm (UTC)
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[she frowns more deeply at that]
It should not.
Прекратить. I will try to stop it.
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sadiskick
2020-03-04 02:21 am (UTC)
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[ She smiles like she doesn't quite believe Anya, but well... ]
A top star would have that kind of charisma. Try will all your heart. Anastasia.
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constellates
2020-03-05 12:36 am (UTC)
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I will... I do not want to see you hurt more.
[it's that plain and simple - she doesn't know if she has that charisma but she also just doesn't care! she'll try!]
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sadiskick
2020-03-05 04:19 am (UTC)
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[ ... another weird human. ]
It takes a lot to hurt me.
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constellates
2020-03-05 11:49 pm (UTC)
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[ . . . she pauses for a little bit before wondering quietly - ]
... because people hurt before already?
[she frowns, before slipping into full russian]
Even if I don't know you very well, it's not right for people to do those things to you when we do not know if you have hurt someone.
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sadiskick
2020-03-06 12:24 am (UTC)
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[ ...
She opens her mouth, closes it. She sighs. ]
That, and. In general.
[ ... ]
My sense of touch is dull.
i still fucking hate you ara
constellates
2020-03-07 05:20 pm (UTC)
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[her brow furrows at that]
It's dull....? Why? Because of this place?
you can blame jan now
sadiskick
2020-03-10 03:30 am (UTC)
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No. It's always been that way.
[ That's part of what makes her so belligerent. ]
For as long as I can remember.
absolutely terrible
constellates
2020-03-11 12:24 am (UTC)
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... is it part of being a goddess?
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sadiskick
2020-03-11 05:56 am (UTC)
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No, it's a part of being me. One of my sisters is the opposite and is very sensitive to touch.
[ It's an effect of how they were born is Meltryllis' best guess. ]
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constellates
2020-03-11 03:59 pm (UTC)
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[she frowns a little bit before
offering out her hand?]
So if I were to hold your hand...
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sadiskick
2020-03-12 12:54 am (UTC)
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[ Her eyes widen fractionally, and there's a complicated emotion that crosses Meltryllis' features, something not quite forlorn.
Her smile doesn't reach her eyes. She holds out her hand, still covered by too long sleeves, but doesn't reach for Anya's. ]
I wouldn't feel your hand holding mine.
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constellates
2020-03-12 02:22 am (UTC)
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[ . . . she immediately starts to reach before - ]
... May I try?
[even if only for the attempt]
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sadiskick
2020-03-12 03:03 am (UTC)
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Do as you wish.
[ She doesn't move her hand away. ]
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constellates
2020-03-16 02:44 am (UTC)
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[she'll be careful then, moving melt's sleeves away from her hands, and then taking one of melt's hands in both of her own, careful about it]
...
It doesn't feel warm at all?
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sadiskick
2020-03-16 04:01 am (UTC)
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No. I don't even feel my own body warmth.
[ So feeling Anya's... would be a miracle.
But the gentle gesture does mean something even if Meltryllis won't comment on it. ]
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constellates
2020-03-16 04:09 am (UTC)
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[ah, that looks like it frustrates her a little bit]
... I will try to find a way.
During scary times, everyone should be able to have the chance to know what it's like to have someone hold their hand.
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no subject
... I did.
[she nods in agreement but also - because she's anya - she looks very worried as she looks at melt]
Вы? You are okay? They were... not good to you.
no subject
I'm used to it. Humans are always like that to an Alter Ego like me.
no subject
I do not know if I understand... Alter Ego... Goddess...
[she overheard in trial but - ]
Прекрасный. I know you are lovely dancer - and should be treated more nicely when we still know nothing.
no subject
[ Should she be treated better? That's not something Meltryllis would hope for. ]
I know they were trying to find the culprit, but respect never hurt anyone.
[ Not that she respected anyone during the trial, but you know. ]
no subject
[kindness and respect are free. it costs zero dollars to be non-violent. but...]
... even if it was not Anya... Приношу извинения. I am sorry humans did that to you.
[or whatever lio is]
no subject
It's fine. Even nonhumans have done worse things to me.
[ It's not a just a human thing, more like a mostly humans thing. ]
no subject
... Нет. I do not think is fine.
Even if bad things happen in past... does not have to be like that now.
no subject
[ It just happened, even. See: her being jumped not so long ago. ]
It will continue to happen.
[ It's not like any of them have found a way to change the killing and vote for someone to be executed rule. ]
no subject
It should not.
Прекратить. I will try to stop it.
no subject
A top star would have that kind of charisma. Try will all your heart. Anastasia.
no subject
[it's that plain and simple - she doesn't know if she has that charisma but she also just doesn't care! she'll try!]
no subject
It takes a lot to hurt me.
no subject
... because people hurt before already?
[she frowns, before slipping into full russian]
Even if I don't know you very well, it's not right for people to do those things to you when we do not know if you have hurt someone.
no subject
She opens her mouth, closes it. She sighs. ]
That, and. In general.
[ ... ]
My sense of touch is dull.
i still fucking hate you ara
It's dull....? Why? Because of this place?
you can blame jan now
[ That's part of what makes her so belligerent. ]
For as long as I can remember.
absolutely terrible
no subject
[ It's an effect of how they were born is Meltryllis' best guess. ]
no subject
offering out her hand?]
So if I were to hold your hand...
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Her smile doesn't reach her eyes. She holds out her hand, still covered by too long sleeves, but doesn't reach for Anya's. ]
I wouldn't feel your hand holding mine.
no subject
... May I try?
[even if only for the attempt]
no subject
[ She doesn't move her hand away. ]
no subject
... It doesn't feel warm at all?
no subject
[ So feeling Anya's... would be a miracle.
But the gentle gesture does mean something even if Meltryllis won't comment on it. ]
no subject
... I will try to find a way.
During scary times, everyone should be able to have the chance to know what it's like to have someone hold their hand.
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