[ people wanting to kill or hurt chikai isn't new to toi, and in some way it's toi's fault that they do. but... in this case, it's for a reason that's not motivated for something bad.
he isn't sure how he feels about that. toi decides that he doesn't want them to meet either. because for as bad as it has been, he doesn't want to his brother to get hurt. ]
It'll be okay. Everything that's been happening here has been a distraction from that, at least.
[ he can't call it a good distraction because murdergames fucking suck but
Servants are summoned. Usually, humans need a catalyst, something that represents that myth or legend. A piece of the Round Table for Gawain or Tristan, a necklace given to his wife for Ramesses II, something like that.
[ She's not that quite that typical, so she doesn't have anything that will guarantee her summoning. ]
But the things that you know about me, that you think represent me.... that will help. I'll answer you.
[ he remembers people talking about trying to make sure everyone might still be able to see, or at least talk, to each other when this is over. toi always brushed the topic off when it came up, since he never considered it an option for him.
this is the first time he actually considers it. ]
I'll try. I'll try not to be a kappa when it happens.
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[ people wanting to kill or hurt chikai isn't new to toi, and in some way it's toi's fault that they do. but... in this case, it's for a reason that's not motivated for something bad.
he isn't sure how he feels about that. toi decides that he doesn't want them to meet either. because for as bad as it has been, he doesn't want to his brother to get hurt. ]
It'll be okay. Everything that's been happening here has been a distraction from that, at least.
[ he can't call it a good distraction because murdergames fucking suck but
he has less time to be sad about it. ]
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If you ever want to see me again after this, I gave you clues.
[ In her letters that are terrible to read. ]
Here's another one: I'm made with the powers of three goddesses. Artemis, Saraswati, Leviathan.
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but he squeezes back, softly. even if she can't feel it she should at least be able to tell it's what he's doing. ]
Artemis is the Greek one, right? And Leviathan is from the sea...
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She can tell. She can see, and it's the gesture that matters. Her expression softens. ]
Yeah. Saraswati is Hindu. That's why revealing my name doesn't matter. It's those three deities that tell people what I can do.
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he knows it means a lot, that she's telling him this. ]
Knowing this can help me see you?
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[ She's not that quite that typical, so she doesn't have anything that will guarantee her summoning. ]
But the things that you know about me, that you think represent me.... that will help. I'll answer you.
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this is the first time he actually considers it. ]
I'll try. I'll try not to be a kappa when it happens.
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You are so unsightly as a kappa. Get your wish, but if you can't, I'll help.
[ She assumes if he's still a kappa, that means he still has to collect those dishes. ]