[ She's fine with it. She shouldn't have been able to be summoned again, if not for someone's cheating. She saw and experienced happiness once, and it was enough. It was more than enough.
His words makes her expression soften. ]
... You're strange.
[ There's no bite to that. There's no edge to it at all. ]
[ ... it reminds him of someone, and he tries to shake that thought away. ]
I'll try my best.
[ trust is something that can be easily broken over reasons someone might not think is a big deal. so he can't promise he might never do something she'd hate, but ]
And I'll do everything I can to make sure we both get out of here.
[ it's not a promise of something definite, but it's more than he can give to someone else. ]
[ She opens her mouth, as if to try to say something, but nothing comes out. Her hands are covered by her too long sleeves, but they clench into fists.
[ he has never actually had to explain this to anyone so he is
trying to figure out how ]
Basically... one day, this kid and I accidentally pissed of a kappa, and he made it so that we can turn into kappa, too. And we were helping him to collect these things called Dishes of Hope. If we collected five of them, we'd get a wish granted.
After our parents died, I decided to do everything to make sure my brother and I would stay together. The wish... it was our last chance so we can be together, but also stay in the city with those two. [ ... ] So it doesn't matter now.
Jinnai isn't that bad of a guy. He's selfish, but... he was also trying to protect something that was important to him. In his eyes, I was intruding on that. If he pulled something like that a few weeks ago, I probably would have kicked the crap out of him.
[ he's not sure how to explain. all of the details leading up to what happened are a mess, and he isn't sure how to detangle it for himself, much less another person
so he just shrugs. ]
It's... have you ever made a decision that sucks, but it's something you have to hold to?
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His words makes her expression soften. ]
... You're strange.
[ There's no bite to that. There's no edge to it at all. ]
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[ missile is like
right there ]
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[ She sighs and looks away. ]
I find it harder and harder to distrust you.
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I'll try my best.
[ trust is something that can be easily broken over reasons someone might not think is a big deal. so he can't promise he might never do something she'd hate, but ]
And I'll do everything I can to make sure we both get out of here.
[ it's not a promise of something definite, but it's more than he can give to someone else. ]
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She still can't look at him. ]
... For a human, you're not terrible.
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... thanks.
[ he can't get offended on humanity's behalf since, honestly, he thinks they're all pretty terrible. ]
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Meltryllis is terrible in her own right, too, but tonight, she doesn't want to fully be. ]
Your profile says you're a kappa.
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[ it does say that ]
Uh. Not right now.
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[ what does that mean
give me the sarazanmai lore ]
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[ he has never actually had to explain this to anyone so he is
trying to figure out how ]
Basically... one day, this kid and I accidentally pissed of a kappa, and he made it so that we can turn into kappa, too. And we were helping him to collect these things called Dishes of Hope. If we collected five of them, we'd get a wish granted.
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[ Unfortunately or maybe fortunately for Toi, Fate/ is full of stupid bullshit.
So she believes him easily and doesn't think any of it as strange. ]
What was your wish?
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My wish... to help my brother.
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Are you close to collecting five?
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[ he frowns. ]
We were close, but the dishes we collected got stolen. So it's back down to one.
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[ does she have to not think about whether she can cross dimensions
not that she wants to do anything, of course. ]
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I don't know what happened after that. By that point I had to leave with my brother.
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I don't like the sound of him. [ He sounds like any other human. Petty and selfish. ]
You can't collect more dishes by yourself?
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We can only collect them in specific circumstances, and we don't know when those happen. So the time limit was until my brother had to leave the city.
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[ She's just wondering. ]
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After our parents died, I decided to do everything to make sure my brother and I would stay together. The wish... it was our last chance so we can be together, but also stay in the city with those two. [ ... ] So it doesn't matter now.
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[ Don't be so defeatist. ]
If you have a wish, there's a point.
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[ he sighs ]
Jinnai isn't that bad of a guy. He's selfish, but... he was also trying to protect something that was important to him. In his eyes, I was intruding on that. If he pulled something like that a few weeks ago, I probably would have kicked the crap out of him.
But I think now I'm just tired. And done.
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[ She thinks he's within his rights. Honestly, even if it's not, she thinks Toi should. ]
Why are you giving up?
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so he just shrugs. ]
It's... have you ever made a decision that sucks, but it's something you have to hold to?
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[ So.... her experiences may not relate.
Technically, it was another her, but it was still her. i hate fate/ ]
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